It has been a pretty intensive two months of study, exams and job interviews but I'm glad at the end of this journey, it's all settled. I'm glad for the family, bf and friends that stood by me, times of uncertainty, helplessness, lost, indecisiveness, giving up and all that. In the end, it's probably all worth it for what it's worth.
The last two weeks has been an emotional rollercoaster, with what's happening and all that, plus the sad news which I got today that forced me to face the harsh reality of the fragility of life, that having done all yet we could not preserve, but I'm glad she made the decision before the chapter closed. I feel sad for what the affected families has to go through with a pending case end of this month.
I guess all these probably will make me be a more empathetic and self-awared person. On one hand, I feel rather, or extremely disappointed with certain people. I believe friendship or kinship should be a 2-way street, but somehow, if you can't make good on your promises time and time again and not being there, I'm really getting weary keeping this up.
Anyhow, I've got a few weeks break before it starts, am excited about it. Meanwhile, I got a long to-do list to fulfill.
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